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Still no sleep tonight, cold hand still pounding the keyboard. Thought I was leaving for Beijing, but also sad heart up, after all he lived here for three years.
three years to be a long or a short time. Happy, sad, feeling at this time is the moment. Let me have a lot of care, with many sad farewells.
think they have to leave, past scenes flashing before my eyes. Remember when I first came to Beijing, then I do not understand anything.
I feel that rural Balao colleagues, that I was too soil. A girl from a rural area, not strange land. That year, I'm 18 years old.
18 years old, I came to Beijing. Here, I started my so-called dream. In fact, I am also very confused. At that time, only one thought in mind, just want to make more money.
no matter how hard the day, I'm not bitter. Because of my pain, suffering far less than their parents. Thought of this, given their greater power.
no matter how busy they have [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I will not tired. Because I am tired, tired, far less than their parents. Parents for me, speaks the mind of the rest of my life. Thought of this, I was fulfilling.
no matter what their own experience, I will own to deal with. Because I know that I have left the arms of their parents. I want to learn to take care of yourself to slowly grow.
even though I left my home, my parents left, but left my friend. Ultra's thousands of miles a person came to Beijing.
Beijing for me: a strange city, everything is brand new. Strange people, strange faces, all strange.
This is my first time away from home so far, is the first time I went far away. Although I was very afraid, but I told myself, never give up hope.
work, good times and bad, and did not let me give up hope, give up the desire for the future. I have not changed, and will never change. I know that he came out for what.
failure at a time, I understand the tears. My first dream was to make parents a better life. They are my motivation, they are my eternal care, they always be my haven.
when I think of these, I no longer depressed. Refresh your mind, rediscover their dreams. Behind every time a strong, my tears are all along the way with me.
slowly, the tears became my best friend. I feel the worst of times, I think of tears. Always told myself, when the laugh laugh, cry, when the cry.
I never suppress yourself, but do not have to disguise themselves. I was that naive of me, or that I am confident. I believe that if they do not give up, victory is yours.
even if you tried, did not win. At least you had to pay, you worked hard and did not come in vain. Out the past few years, I really learned a lot, has gone through a lot.
no matter what I encountered, there is a force to encourage me and support me, believe me. I know that my parents, my home.
a word I like is my motto: do not abandon, do not give up. The road of life, full of twists, they do not give up hope, the last of the applause is ours.
a victory regardless of the final applause Ye Hao, I fail, at least we have a sincere effort, to pay off, right from their own, right from the people who love themselves enough to
there are too many memories of my , happy, sad, they are in contrast to the. Life is not turning back, I would not choose to regret it.
in my dictionary [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the word no regrets. Adhere to themselves and lead the life you want. Here, I met a boy who really loves me.
He and I met with Beijing, met with a sunny day. We are colleagues, we are neighbors. We also get along for a year, in the year, there are laughs, there are tears.
We had a lot of contradictions, but also many of the disputes occurred. However, we do not mind. Although not too many words between us, but I know he loves me.
he never said his love, because he understood me. He knew that if he really say it, maybe we even be friends.
he understood me, he understands, it is not possible to fall in love. He once asked me jokingly, but I told him directly, I can not love. I just want to work, another for me, not important.
Despite so, he has never given up my love, just quietly give him love. I see in the eyes [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], but also pain in my heart.
fact, a lot of the time I also want to tell him I like him. But I can not, because I promised myself never fall in love. I can not forget my oath, not to forget the original dream.
for him [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], besides I'm sorry, I do not know what else to say since I can not say anything, let everything turn into blessings. No matter where you are, no matter where I am, I will bless you in silence, I hope you have happiness.
now, we do not have any links. I know I'll never lose him. However, I still do not regret their choice.
Now, I have to say goodbye to Beijing in Beijing, goodbye my love. I want to leave everything here, starting my new life, new life.
Here, life bit by bit, will forever remain in my mind, it is my memories. , I will leave here, go to a new city.
everything is brand new, everything is strange. But I know that I will find in one corner of their own happiness.
happiness is not far away from me, as long as the intention to understand. Let's perception of life, experience life. I believe a better life because of you, life is beautiful because of you. Beijing
goodbye, goodbye my love goodbye I will always be everything here, perhaps many years later, I will look back here. Until then, you no longer me, I am no longer you, everything here has changed.
At this point, I dropped the happy tears. Because there are many sad farewells, there are too many worthy of my pictures. Despite so, I will leave.
Finally, let me one mo's poetry, as the final closing.
quietly I take my leave As quietly as I came;
Quietly I wave goodbye western sky in the clouds. The golden willows by the riverside
is the sunset of the bride;
Always linger in shadow, in my mind.
ooze in the sludge, oily the ripple;
in the gentle waves of Cambridge I would be a water
that pool under the shade of elm trees Holds not water,
rainbow from the sky pole a boat upstream, the sediment of a rainbow-like dream.
dream? Pole a boat upstream, outside the green grass is more verdant,
the boat fully loaded with starlight, gorgeous in the Star in the singing.
but I can not sing aloud Quietness is my farewell music;
Even summer insects keep silence for me Silent is Cambridge tonight.
quietly I take my leave As quietly as I came;
I wave my sleeve, do not take a cloud.

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