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<td class=\station walk through. Mian Mian, this, and I have no blood ties desperate sister finally left this world. Rely on the pole next to me burst into tears, body gradually fall to the floor. After waking, I began to recall bits and pieces together and Mian Mian ... ...
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  Next: twin flower event
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  1982 in the summer, I was born a small town in the north. Year-old that year, and my father ever since a car accident left me and mother. For me, ignorance was young, my father's departure does not seem important. Four years old, getting thoughtful, I cried and asked my mother, father, where, why not go home. Mother to a fairy-tale narrative has told me that my father died, became stars in the sky, will appear in the sky every night, as long as I can every night, good to see dad. I remember most of my childhood, I've been watching is the conversation with his father. Until the primary, I know the stars are very different from the father and child.
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  In this era of material scarcity, my mother went alone with my three years, six years old she told me, really not a person to continue supporting the family, on the day I saw the summer night, and her father Mian Mian Xia Yusheng, from beginning to end and I can not forget the summer of confrontation with each other face Mian Mian pout. The next six months, I often see Mian and Xia Shushu to take off at home, he handed me every time I regarded the sugar thrown on the ground, and then run out and play with other children. Until one day, I handed over to him to step on the foot of the sugar, my mother hit me, I cried for Xiashu Shu Mian Mian and cried, I do not like you to, you go away. I frantically ran out of the house, a little I decided to leave home. Mom thought I ran out as the same time relax beaten, but this time, I'm serious, running tired and sat on a chair on a small river park crying, waiting for dark, because it can be seen after dark father At least my father does not hit me for Xia Shushu. Cries of mothers and Xiashu Shu fell asleep on the couch woke up I saw them, hungry and cold, I burst into tears, I asked my mother is my father do not Xiashu Shu. Mom nodded silent tears, said: \  seven years old, Xiashu Shu and the mother was angry and felt powerless to resist and I was finally married, and I, and Mian Mian are still engaged in Running out of Time, complain to become our little means of punishing each other. Encouraged by my children are no longer any reason Mian Mian. Mian Mian was abandoned in the corner is always watching us, looked at me a few months but this is only her to her sister has no kinship. Until one day, obviously in a boy named Mian Mian mouth to say the wild child is unwanted. I ran back home and asked my mother, Mian Mian is not a wild child. Puzzled mother asked where I heard, I said it was clearly told me. Mother close the door, telling me about their background on the Mian Mian: As police Xia Shushu way home from work to hear the alley in the corner came the crying of babies, the tray, and since then abandoned Mian Mian will be Xiashu Shu adoption. Mian Mian's life experience to know after I take the initiative to her, who told Mian wild child I will take the initiative to stand in front of her, warning them brave Mian Mian is my sister is not a wild child, who is also not allowed to bully her. In my strong protection, Mian Mian has finally recognized my sister.
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  happiest times of his youth was spent with and Mian Mian.
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  Triple: twin flower blossoms
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  Seventeen years old and I was admitted to another city while Mian Mian's university, we strongly request, make an exception for different professional schools we live together. In the next two years and I always together in and out of Mian Mian in canteens, libraries, classrooms. Until the second semester sophomore at the appearance of sun broke the quiet of all. They are madly in love, my sister seems to be the largest light bulb between them. She often gave her the positive things to share with me, and I sincerely for her blessing.
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  junior year, Mian Mian frequent absenteeism, more over is that she often went to Internet cafes excuse for night out playing the game, but I have always believed and I never told a lie in this sister, until one day in the playground, she cried and told me she was pregnant. Suddenly my ears hum is heard, the same as to be exploded. I took her to the name of that kid in the negotiations. Cobble together the three parties a month after the cost of living, which I went to the maternity hospital to accompany Mian Mian. Mian Mian hospital took my hand and said to me, Vicki, I am afraid. Today the flow of Obstetrics and Gynecology recall Room is still my life been the most horrible place, fear of the groans, cries constantly ringing in the ears. Lack of money, do not painless abortion Mian Mian. The time of her surgery,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I was standing outside did not hear any cries. After surgery, the weak side Mian Mian on my tears. She said to me: \Patience has been a huge pain did not cry until the surgery is completed, I saw the bloody row bucket was crying thing, I said to him, sorry, Mom can not afford to give you a life. \  Stanford: twin flower abortion
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  Mian Mian, a month after surgery, and the yang in my under the care of her body turns gradually returned to normal. At this point, we have received bad news from home: I Xiashu Shu Mian Mian's father, in an arrest criminals being seriously injured in the rescue. When we arrived at the hospital, head bandaged, covered with bloody Xiashu Shu has been in dying. Mian Mian weak knees at the bedside. Listening to his faint breathing, Mian Mian kept shouting: \. This made my father Xia Yusheng ten years, in his last moments before they heard me call him Dad. I thought the sound of belated \His last effort exhausted her mother said: \Mian Mian Xia Shushu go do not believe the fact that piercing cry: \
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  buried Xiashu Shu, the mother and Mian Mian into a great sorrow. Xia Shushu pensions were personally handed the mother Mian Mian, Mian Mian, after I set foot on the way out to school. Since the Xia Shushu left, into a fear from Mian Mian, she often woke up crying in the middle of the night. I put her slender frame in her arms. She cried and told me: \I have vague but firm words to comfort the heart by Mian Mian. Mian Mian poor do not know the man she loved to be left out in the sun this time to get to know a new girl, those are my girls from the bedroom conversations overheard. Once, Mian Mian has been deliberately sent away with her, I ran to the bedroom to find him in the sun. In the Mian Yang and the girl was stuck in the bedroom. Mian Mian as ferocious as a wild beast, howling all the strength Mian Mian, given a slap on the sun. The girl standing next to Mian Mian shouted angrily: \go to her head and smashing bottles, loudly scolded: \tremble at a loss. So when I arrived, the girl had been injured taken to hospital in Mian Mian Yang and taken away by campus police interrogation. One can imagine the consequences of this matter, and in the Yang Mian Mian was expelled from school. Consultation with Mian Mian Xia Shushu we will leave three-quarters of the pension of her compensation to the girl as medical expenses, before taking her parents to anger.
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  Wu: twin flower scattered
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  next day, Mian doldrums. Suddenly one day, she left a letter with the rest of the money, then disappear in my mother's world. When I told her the matter and the letter when they got did not survive for decades, a slap in the face. I can not resist the beating, I know, my mother hit me in the same time also beat her own, we do not take good care of Mian Mian, my mother did not complete the final exhortations Xiashu Shu.
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  After graduation, I embarked on a north drift alone in the journey. Soon I start a network company in the editing, live as early as nine to five ordinary life. Mian Mian on the Classmates message that my housing in Beijing, often-mail to some of her postcards have been to the city, behind the record of those postcards of her life in miniature. She is always in constant wandering, walking from one city to another city, she said, wandering life can not escape her fate, she does not have feet like a bird, flying will not only keep the face of death. Mian Mian's because of no fixed abode, I could not get any contact with her, until one day she called to tell me she's a bar in Beijing, the message waiting for me, I like about the region. In the dim bar, Mian Mian, a cigarette and then I saw a cigarette in the smoking continues, like a vampire sucking up as if to an individual's soul. At my request, Mian Mian, and I return to my half in Beijing,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the basement of a rented house. Mian Mian sleep pattern after I saw her in the chest of the sun, we can imagine, this is her first love for the life of men in the Yang Memorial. A week later, Mian Mian has left a note,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and disappeared in my life. In these few years my mother told me that she often received the money sent Mian Mian, Mian Mian, of no fixed abode since, so we did not find her again.
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  conclusion: Life is an illusion. Fireworks, we left.
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  received after the death of Mian Mian I quickly arrived at Kunming. Kunming Public Security Bureau were to Mian Mian's possessions over to me: three thick diary, Xia Shushu in our seventeen years of college, one of the Yinzhuo gave each of us, a letter to me and the mother's letter. Fighting back tears listening to the Public Security Bureau who told me how the death of Mian Mian, Mian Mian forensic suicide, the body was found floating in the bathtub among the traces of blood along with water, spread to the middle of the floor, is the body and blood stench caused a neighbor's suspicions. They also told me that after the death of Mian Mian order to facilitate the investigation,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], check out the diaries and letters of all Mian Mian, Mian Mian finalized with severe depression. As badly decomposed body, without the consent of their family members were under treatment. Mian Mian's ashes when they to me, I did not drop any tears, but deadpan despair. Return on the train, I read a diary of all Mian Mian. I understand that Mian Mian Yang encountered after a lot of men give her a hundred percent every time her love in return is most vividly the pain. Finally, in her diary, and wrote a few short words: \instant matter. Zhihen still around, people have empty, tears have done. \sister, I'm gone, look for a father. mother, that your sister and talk about my personal life I have secretly been heard, thanks to today you have been hiding. twenty years I can not get rid of their dirty life experience. drifting a few years, I tried to find my birth parents, but they are the same as no news came to nothing. I want to have many, many love,[link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I tried to love, they got from the unforgettable pain again and again . In this world, in addition to your unloved me. If there is afterlife, I would like to be your own daughter and sister to repay the love you have given me ... ... \no longer pull over his grief suppression, squatting coming and going of the platform burst into tears. The world's most know me, my sister Summer Mian Zuiteng really disappeared from my world.
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  story about the legend of twins spent: twin flower is known as two-flower, Bana, that lilies. It is grown in three-way river escorts flower. Legend of floral magic, to evoke the memory of the deceased. On the other side of bloom, bloom when the leaves, when the leaves do not see the flowers, mosaic the two do not meet, life and life with the wrong ... ...
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